Sunday, October 02, 2011 @ 12:09 PM
I'm so afraid I would forgot this feeling, so I decided to blog it.
"You smile, I melt." This sentence totally relate to my situation. Times spend with you, can be the happiest moment on earth. I believe you're on my top 10 best memories list.
When I'm beside you, sometimes, I really feel I'm more special to you compared to other girls. However, I still do feel scared, I still feel insecure. Most likely because both of us are having a new start soon. We're going to meet new people, I can't stay with you like how I did for the past few months anymore. My place gonna get replace, I might not be the one standing there watching you perform anymore, I might not be the one sending you those text before you perform anymore and soon I'm just a passerby to you.
Since the day I decided to follow my heart, I accepted who you are. I know how far we can go. I'm going to get hurt, but I wouldn't mind, because I know I really likes you. You're the one who make me happy, I feel comfortable with you, so comfortable. I smile, I laugh, I talk, I rant, I complain, I concern. I really do like you, you know? You made me ignore the consequences after all.
Because I'm totally in love this time. But I shall just wait and see, because I won't want to destroy this friendship we have. :)