Tuesday, September 06, 2011 @ 12:34 PM
I don't blame people for judging me. Sometimes I feel I'm the world simplest person to understand, sometimes I find myself the world hardest to understand.
You won't understand how excited I can get with lil things. You won't understand how happy I can get with the smallest thing people could ask for. You won't understand those what you call flirtatious is actually just being plain friendly to me. You won't understand the way I see things because I put myself in many ways to see it, not just "from your point of view".
You call me lack of control, basically it's actually not. It's in me, I don't find it wrong to say what I think. Instead, I have to say to let me feel better.
You call me weird, I don't know, that's just how I act.
You call me flirt, then you're just plain surface.
You say I don't know anything, basically you haven't know me enough. Understand this logic of "Act blur live longer".
You call me confused, yes I am, because I don't just care for myself, I basically think for everyone.
You call me sensitive, looking back, how can I not be?
You call me strong, I might not be. I cry, every night.
You call me weak, I might not be, I wipe my tears and went through storm.
You call me naive, I am not, anymore. I've seen many things.
You say I love many, no. I like many, but I only love one. The one who I let go of.
I don't have many boyfriend, I have many guy friend.