Tuesday, June 21, 2011 @ 11:03 PM
I've been crying so much after I met you.
Remember when we just knew each other? I swear that was the best part of my life. It's way too short, yet, sometimes I thank god for not being too long. If not I wouldn't know how can I live it through after you left.
Life have been moving on well, but, why are you always haunting me? Or rather, I'm haunting myself. Why believe? Believe those words you used on maybe not only me. So dumb for still smiling when I think about that.
How many stupid things must I do for you? How do I even go to that extend?
Knowing I don't even come across your mind. But you know? Everyday you are, without fail, in my mind.
Tell me how you enter my life so easily. Tell me have you ever, at least be honest of what you told me. You're tearing me apart, I swear. I don't know how long more I can stand here. Trying to deny whatever I'm hoping. Trying to put you out of my mind.
I kept on saying I don't want to meet you anymore. But you know, the fact is, I only hope I can meet you once more. I'm always looking out for you, hoping you're just right in front of me.