Thursday, June 16, 2011 @ 10:04 PM
It seems like whenever I'm back to blog, it's when I realised something or something that really bothers me happened.
I read back all my tweets, my intention was to see how much I've improved. I thought, I moved on quite a lot. Indeed, I moved on a lot compared to past few months. However besides that, I realised something that really shocked me. It seems like I saw the entire process of how I lost my real self. I lost courage, create fear and I became so much helpless. I can see so clearly at one point of time, I couldn't seek for any help from anyone. And I clearly remember why. I was in a position whereby I have to stand by my own. And maybe therefore, it'd hard for me to trust now.