Thursday, June 09, 2011 @ 4:19 PM
I don't have the courage to tell people that the fact is I'm not happy every single day.
Tell me how can I be happy, with things happening consistently with this character of mine?
Sometimes, I really feel embarrass when I tell people, "I feel happy everyday.". My mind goes, "oh, come on.".
People always think I'm someone who can be understand easily. But when I really think back, are you sure you guys understand me when I can't see anyone of your understanding me.
Funny part is, at my lowest point, people can tell me I'm too happy. Haa. And you say you know me? You sure?
My words are misleading, you need to know me to know what I really mean and what tone I'm using.
It's hard, hard when I can't even recall anyone now understanding me. It almost seems like none.