Monday, March 21, 2011 @ 1:23 AM
That place seems so scary, too scary. It's no longer a place I can seem to stay. People there seems too scary, so heartless. They left me thinking. A place I miss, a place I had so many memories with actually turm out to be a place I feel afraid of. Too many, there's too many things and people I don't bare to leave. But it seems like I have no more choice this time. Leaving for good, before something bad really happens. Looking how some help me, I feel so touched, so touched. Friendships I've form there, isn't what I can explain with one or two sentence. We complained, we laughed, we stayed together and how we helped each other. Looking one by one leave, I feel more and more insecure. Does anyone understand how this feel? I believe god won't let us meet again. Maybe our fate have end here. Sometimes I don't understand why we even meet each other when we have to end it in such a way. You left me like it had never matter and I'm left here still somehow stucked in the middle. I thought I'm so strong, I can move on, doing so well. But somehow I still can't forget what had happened. It happened too sudden, ended too sudden. I didn't regret my decision, I know it reduce my pain but you know, it was far too harsh. But nomatter what, from you I've learn, learn that I like you, but I love him.