Saturday, September 18, 2010 @ 10:38 PM
When it happens today, can you promise me it will happen tomorrow as well?Does those experience made me stronger or weaker? I don't know how to explain that. But I know this time round I'm different. Is this call the lack of confidence or I can call it the increase of self-control? I seems to be hiding behind a protective layer. I don't want to face it so directly anymore, trying to decrease the chances of getting hurt to the lowest. Old memories flash back like a million times, reminding me mistakes I'm made. It's not cool having a brain like a dvd player. PS: Please don't blame me for being such a coward, it just happens because I was once too brave.