Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 11:31 PM
Sometimes I just can't help myself from having the urge to ask you, "Can you move on?". I'm feeling so guilty, so scared every moment now. Whenever my phone vibrants, I feel so stress up. I love talking to him, that's the fact. I love him as a friend, that's another fact. I don't want to lose him, that's one more fact. All the while, he's here, always always here for me. I once took away my trust but he gained it back. When he send me that long long message, I know he's serious about it but, things work two sides isn't it? At times I really can't find the line between like and love. I know I have to be more firm, but I really don't want to hurt him. I'm really real bad. I attempt to stop everything but everytime he ask for something, I don't have the courage to say no because I know that disappointed feeling. I just don't want him to feel like how I felt.