Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 9:03 PM
When simple is so much more better."WeiShan, you're still young, still naive, there are many things you've haven't experience, you don't understand." I often recieve this comment from people. Well, I never thought it was something good until today when I started to reflect. Naive, why can't you stay with me even longer?Time passed, things changed, no doubt about that. But, can thinking stay as the same? Eversince 15, I start to have my own goal, I worked hard for it. I always believe, when someone is good, you can always still be better. And that's one of the reason I had never stop trying, never stop moving on. After I have my goal, whenever I look at people who have no goal, no direction. I wonder why, how can that get motivated like that? But today, I see a different side of them. They're people you often find them no threat, simple, at the same time he have no stress. So.. having no goals isn't that bad isn't it? At least, they're not ambitious and have the fear of losing.Why must life be so difficult. Why can't we wear something we feel comfortable with than something other people think is nice? Since when we must live for others and follow what people think? Whats the point of wearing something you feel uncomfortable with just to please other people?As technology improve, we tends to want something more. Want something with the most applications, fuctions and the latest. Why can't we be like Nicholas, who told me, " You want such a good phone for what? For me, as long as you can call and text, it's enough." Isn't that what phone is use for?" I feel so sad, because he treat me so badly." ,"But who cares, life still move on, he's just a small part of my life." I once said that but I seems to lost that idea of life. Life is not supposed to be affected by certain people. Because you are supposed to be happy isn't it? Didn't until now I still always say, "Who am I, Teo Wei Shan leh. You think I scared?" Sadness, you wait, you're soon leaving my life!"I love you forever." Drama always have this sentence, I onced believe. But come on, where that "forever" come from? Seriously, after typing all these I realised how much I've changed. My thinking, my life is so different now. There're certain things I know I've changed for the good but I guess there're certain things I should really reflect on myself. Where's the WeiShan whose only goal is be happy? PS: I gonna find that Wei Shan out.