Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
The day I really leave you, is it really a relieve to you?Yong Jie: Ignored him, when he's bored he'll come and find you.Me: Must it only when he's bored then he talk to me?PS: When you have so many thoughts that you can't even put them into sentence but just keep typing, "You don't appreciate me." what does it mean?I'm human, I hate rejection. I'm human, I need care from the one I like. I'm human, I need some response. I'm human, I need some respect. I'm human, I need to be appreciate. I'm not a guy, who people always think should learn to take all these.Every single time I'm in facebook, I'll go to search and type your name.Do you know I hate stop loving you? Do you know I hate telling people the guy I like don't like/appreciate/talk/care for me?Do you know I hate sharing because me myself is sick of not getting over you?Do you know I hate talking to you because it hurts after every conversation but I can't help starting it?Do you know I hate doing things for you again and again?Do you know I'm an idiot in people's eye?Do you know how hard I'm trying?Do you know how depress I am now?Do you know I think you're doing the right thing?Do you know how much you changed me?Do you know what I want?Do you know how much I hate myself for loving you?Do you know, one day I'll leave you?