Saturday, May 08, 2010 @ 11:16 AM
"Weishan, you promised me!"Yes, I promised her. In fact, I promised to treat myself better too. I know it's never hard if I want to, I know it's the best way for us. Sometimes, I felt really unfair. Why must I be the one giving up my feelings? Can't you do something for me for once? "Don't you feel sad when you know like him so much when you can't get him?", now people tell me, who don't? I'm a normal human too, despite how much I insist I'm strong, I can take all these but when everything adds up together, I don't seems to feel happy anymore. I can't deny you affected my mood, my confident and one more thing, my trust and what I once believe. You had totally destroy my dream. You made me believe, it's impossible to get all those anymore. When you know someone is coming into your life, whats the first thing you think?I.. think of you first.I've a weird feeling, I'm waiting, at the same time I feel afraid. Afraid the day that I have to let you go is coming.PS: I dressed up the same way, hoping what happened, happen once again. But, I failed.