Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 10:28 PM
"It's all my fault."I didn't want to hurt you, but I guess I'm hurting you deeper. We've crossed the line, we are no longer at the right track. I love talking to you but at times, I felt stress. It became a mission instead of a common conversation. It's like a everyday routine, it's like I have to do it in order to not hurt you. Sometimes I'm really tired, I feel like I'm not happy. You get it? I hate that feeling but I hate even more when I know if I failed to do what you want, I'll hurt you. I thought by dragging it, things will get better, I thought by talking to you everyday I won't hurt you that much, I thought..but now I realised all I thought was not real. I'm hurting you even more, I'm hurting someone so sincere and true to me. I'm an idiot, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. PS: I know this gonna be cruel, to me or to you. But could we just handle our emotions well can get a better life? You worth someone even better..