Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 9:04 PM
This feelings sucks, I had seriously never felt like that before. I know I tried to run away but I won't allow myself. This makes me even more stress. I really feel stress, very stress. You know, my dream, my family, my friends and my pride is really pushing me but why do I always feel weak when I'm facing them. I had never want to be the center of attention, I just want to get over it and mix around. I'm so tired but people, trust me, I believe I can get over, I can face it bravely and I won't force anything. Please, let me be stronger, let me have more strength and let me be honest to myself.