Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 8:23 PM
Whats the point loving him so much when he don't even seems to care you a little?Whats the point doing so much when nothing will happen?Whats the point feeling so happy to see him online when we won't even talk?Whats the point hoping and finding ways to see him when he don't even seems to want to see me?Whats the point for hanging on for so long when nobody supports me?Whats the point texting when there's nothing to talk?Whats the point crying when it's not worth it?Whats the point feeling down when he's outside enjoying?Whats the point forgiving and forgetting what he once did and move on?Whats the point loving someone that I didn't wanted?Now tell me, whats the point for me to have tears in my eyes when, I already feel hopeless long ago."I don't care what I'm going to get, I like him, let me be." This was what appeared in my mind every single time I fall for him once again. I did what I wanted, what I thought I would never regret. Indeed, never in my life I regretted. But people please tell me. After going through all this, tell me, what have I gained? Are you sure I got stronger?