Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 11:59 AM
Hello people, my long holiday is coming to an end. Very soon, I'll be a student again, a poly student this time round. I'm really looking forward towards it although it'll be a almost a hour journey to school and I'll ave to do that 5 times a week, I believe after three years, I'll be someone I expected myself to be. :) Time passed really fast, it was Grandma's hundred days this tuesday. We've actually lost her fr hundred days. Life goes on but I can still feel that empty part in my heart. Why left us so early? I haven't did what a grand-daughter should do, I haven't have the courage to approach you when I see you feeling terrible and I haven't learn my hokkien well to communicate with you. Though I told myself, I never had a regret in my life because whatever I did, I thought through and I only did what I like, what I want but now I realised, regrets don't only occured when you made a wrong decision but also when you didn't cherish someone enough. And that was defitnately one of my regret. I love her, to the core I swear but who knows why my courage can't bring me far. I'm glad before you left, I finally picked up my courage to hold your hand.PS: I have the cutest grandma on earth, she loves me and I love her. Rest in peace.Had a jogging session with Maeve and Yong Jie. Or you can say..they watched me jog. Lol! Cause they were too tired after jogging from Downtown East to my place. It was quite funny when I met them, that tired face. Lol! Had breakfast together after that. Nice time having some talks with them. :) Looking forward to another jogging session with them. :)I spend more than half of my holiday on work. Not just others, me myself thought I had totally wasted my holiday. But recently I realised how much I've learned within this whole holiday. Mny things happened, good one bad one. Good one defitnately makes me happy though I can't recollect any nice things that happened now but..ya. Haha! Bad things, I know I defitnately learned something from it. I feel stronger now. Really. Though I might lost something precious but..I know someone will be able to help me find that back. :) Tell me whats the point telling me you understand what I'm saying when your actions showed me, you're still holding back or I can say, I've lost you?