Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 5:40 PM
I seriously have no idea how am I going to accept this fact, I seriously have no idea of how am I going to face you the next time and I seriously have no idea why I fall in love with you. Whatever I heard from someone, nomatter I think its true or not, I tell myself its okay, its nothing and I even go to that extend to convince myself IT'S NORMAL! People must be thinking theres something wrong with my mind. I guess so too. Until now, I'm still trying to convince myself its not real, I'm thinking too much. But the fact is..I don't know. How I hope you can tell me what really happen but I seriously have no courage to face it. The always nice, sensible and thoughtful guy had became a...what? Disgusting guy? I've no idea. Seriously. No facebook for me anymore.. I don't want to see/read anymore facts that I don't want to face it.Tell me ITS NOT TRUE, I'LL BELIEVE YOU!