Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 11:43 PM
Work time seems to become my reflecting time nowadays. I've thought a lot recently, as in, really a lot. When I was working today, I saw this two kids, Joshua and Jazz. I've deep impression in them because probably the friendship and care I saw between them was what I always wanted. I wonder what will happen to them when they grow older, will they get drifted or even closer? Lets hope they'll get even closer. :) Why didn't I had such childhood friend? I've started to move on. Mandy is right, without him, without talking to him, nothing is changing in my life. Or should I say..my life is getting better? I still do think, I still do care that a bit, but my feeling tells me its different this time. I don't miss him because I miss him anymore, sometimes I just force myself to remember him to prevent myself from falling into another trap. He's a great lesson to me, no one had taught me that much by hurting me.A friend of mine told me this, "If those who are important to you shows you that you're not important to them, they don't worth you to tresure them."He's now different post from us, although I know you're still you but still..something is different. We can't play together anymore. Not because we don't want to but you are in a difficult position if you do that.