Thursday, November 05, 2009 @ 12:49 PM
I wanted to let natural take its course but I failed once again. Yes, I could control myself better this time but, maybe I'm still me. I guess you can easily predict what I gonna do next easily because I'm always repeating the same circle. I felt the pain again. This pain is never a bit lesser than the previous time, but just getting use to it. I told my dearest friend, you're different this time but you proved me wrong once again. You're never different. You're never going to change. I never had chance to really get you, that was what I thought it was a waste. How I hope I could faster look your true colour and let go but I can't. Remember what you told me when we were strolling round the mega play. You said, "I really don't know how to talk to you.", shoudn't I get the hint since then? Why the hell I went to try all over again to get the same reply? I wanted to text you first when I finish my O level but I guess I'm thinking too highly of myself. My text is never a "something" to you.-People learn from their mistake but me?