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Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 9:25 AM
Life finally gets back to normal, finally I'm able to concentrate on whatever I'm suppose to concentrate on. :) Today will be the last day of prelims but of course, its never the ending. One more month to go people! Wish me luck! Nah~I guess support is needed more than luck. Haha!
Had some catch up with Mandy on Wednesday. What she told me made me..kind of speechless and guilty. I don't understand what kind of life she's having now, I can't help much but thats not the thing that made me felt guilty. I felt really guilty because as a friend, I dont know she's going through so many things, and I actually grumbled about her so many rejects when I asked her out without knowing her reason. I'm really sorry woman, I promise I'll never again. :) Anyway, talking with her is always..so easy. I can easily say out everything and the most important is, everytime I talk to her I seems to forget everything! I can forget about my tv, my exam and my problems. She's indeed great. Haha! She's the one who make me understand, friendship and indeed last for a lifetime and yes, our friendship will never end here. I'll never forget what she say, "I'm blessed, I know one day someone is going to take away everything from me","I know I'll still have you, if not, I'm really left with nothing." Mandy, you'll always have me. I love you. :) You never know how much you meant.(Nomatter how smart you are)
PS: Fear is still living in me, in fact, its so deep inside that I can't seems to go much further.
This is Mandy! The woman who tell me, "WeiShan, we might not be bestfriend forever but we'll be friends forever" She might forget she say that but, I know she mean it.