Thursday, April 02, 2009 @ 10:03 PM
People, just bear with me today and let me to say all these at one shot alright? Its only a few months but I guess its enough for me to recollect during the next few months. At the beginning of the year, I was thinking, thinking really much about which way is the best way I should go but until this year's CNY eve, whatever that happened, I knew I was left with no other choices. You gave me no reason to run away from it, no reason at all. Remember the first time I saw you, I know myself, you're different, i knew what'll happened. You'll never understand how much I've did to prevent all these from happening but I could only say I wasn't strong enough. Remember the day I ask you about him, I already don't know whats my aim. Until now, I still don't know. I was so touched when you remembered to bring what I wanted, I was seriosuly.. touched. Maybe things I've did to control myself are really a waste of time, I guess. I like the way you talked to me, smile at me. At that time I could still feel, this is the person I like, he is my friend but now.? Remember when I texted you that night. I was so touched by what you said. I guess I'll never forget, never. Although I know you'll never be there for me anymore but just let me remember you once said that to me. Let me remember you once stayed with me when you're needed. Its hard asking me to let go now, not because whatever reasons I had last time, its not a habit that I have but a feeling I have for you.PS: Now I know the truth, I know where your heart belongs to. Its a pain to me but at the same time, I know its something I should know.