Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 11:01 PM
During this three months, I could say I relied too much on him. Theres basically nothing between us except for the phone calls we have almost everyday. Whenever this stopped for a few days, I feel..weird. I know its wrong and I should stop all these but I can't. Its becoming a habit, a bad habit actually. At times, I feel scared, scared that everything will just stop like that, I mean at the end of this year. I know it sounds really wrong but thats what i'm feeling now. I know I can never thank you enough. Whenever I need your help you'll always be there helping without any complaints. I never believe theres such nice person in this world until I saw what you did for me. And I guess, other than you, nobody is willing to help someone without asking for any returns. :) Thank you.Okay, I really had a great fun with Geraldine and Nadine yesterday. I don't know how to explain how much I actually enjoyed myself but I hope you woman enjoyed too. Haha! I know your did. Lol! Love ya!6days has passed. I've slowly feel better day by day. I know I got to accept all these. I know.