Hello! School was alright today. ad great time with Geraldine during art. haha. It's so funny and fun. haha. LOL. Okay.. Went whitesands with Priscilia and Geralidine and had our lunch. Geraldine got to went off first. So Priscilia and I stay back for the choir thingy. Saw Vanessa and went Mac with her. She was really nice. Then we wrote the book thingy and went off first. Saw YongLiang and the friends. KahHui was so dissapointing. haha! LOL. Bought BubbleTea. Yuck man! Never do the thing properly. Arghh! Waste my money. Forget it. The pearl was quite nice too. haha! Priscilia was addicted yea? haha. Anyway.. Priscilia words hurt me! Arghh! T**T! haha! I'm sad. LOL. haha!






Hello! I had a big suprise once I woke up. Omg! I can't even believe it. LOL. Okok. Went out with Geraldine today. I didn't wait too long. I thought she'll be late but she's quite early. haha. Went to do the important thing first! haha. We took 20 of that. And had our own private time! haha. LOL! I can't believe that we can actually spend the whole day at Simei. Such boring place. haha. That remind me of the day I spend with Pris last year. That place is worst! Tampines! haha. Okok. What else? We are around the place round and round. Had my dinner at KFC. The CheeseFries! haha. Anyone hungry now?( woman I'm referring to u! I hope you know is you! ) haha. Then walk around the place again! But I enjoy because we are talking craps! haha. Went to the Pet safari. haha. Remind me of that guy. Okay.. took really lots of photo. Heard that we took 60+. haha. Its a lot! LOL. Okay.. When I'm talking on phone, Geraldine was really irritating! omg! HAHAHA! Then buy the food and went home. Alright! I had fun today!

Hello. Feel quite down now. Not because of the rain. LOL. haha. Yea. The same old thing. SYF! I don't know why I still can't put it down. Seriously.. My mood totally changed after the SYF. When can this be over? Whatever people used to console me. I know. But I just can't treat it as nothing happen. I felt really bad inside. Whoo~ Forget it. Put over this matter. This only make my mood worst. Okay.. went home with Pris. Yea.. Felt so weird because we went home so early today. It has been so long we didn't had chance to go back early. When we're having homework time or choir we will always rush home for our nap. But today I really felt weird. !! Okay.. Wha else? Okay.. Thanks Jereld! LOL. haha. I didn't know you actually notice. haha. Yea.. Went to find the Mr Shanqin and pass up our forms. And you know what? He actually sms me! I'm like so shock! He say he have something to pass me. I hope there nothing wrong with my form and all that. Okay.. Tml I'm going out with Geraldine for the exam thingy. Gonna have a great day!

SYF! Yea, It's today! Woke up early and meet Geraldine and all. Pris was not supposed to meet us but she came early today. haha. 3min lah! Not enough sleep right!? LOL. Changed with Pris. Waste so much of our time finding toilet! LOL. Rush to locker to take her shoe. Then blahblahblah~ Went up to MusicRoon and make up and stuff. Then headed to the place. OMG! When we're about to go in my hand is cold. I don't know why I kept laughing. I damn nervous until I kept laughing. Summore Amelia say those stuff is so funny. haha. After our performance. We sat and see the rest perform. They are not bad. Nanyang Girls High School are great. Their sing and how the perform is great. They did everything the same and seems so united. I've no doubt if they got Gold. They are the last performance. When we walk off. I heard the Judge talking to Nanyang Girls. omg! My heart feel so pain! Arghh!. haha. But they deserve it. okay.. waited for the bus and went back to Siglap. Whoo~ remove the make up. Guess what's the suprise for us? KFC! haha. thanks teachers! LOL. Waiting for the result in the History room. Since 3pm can't relax myslef. Whoo~ Mdm was holding a tissue box when she came in. omg! My heartbeat was fast like hell! Yeah.. We got Bronze. Felt quite terrible inside. okok. Stop all this. What else? ohh! The seniors were sweet. Thanks! All your have done. Your make me feel glad and relax on stage. Your clam me down! Thanks!

Hihi! Today was a great day for me. But I feel quite sick now. LOL. Have fun with Pris during chinese. The arm thing is funny. LOL. Geraldine was sick. haha. Carry lenise and Geraldine bag here and there. LOL. haha. English lesson sat with Fatin. She's CUTE and COOL! LOL. haha. Natasya didn't came today. The english teacher scoulded me because of the crossing road thingy. It's so funny. I can't stop smiling to myself. LOL. haha! Then? Then? Ohh! POA we had 30mins free time! Our enjoy time! LOL. haha. Playing song here and there. So good? Yea, I didn't know why. Math was funny as usual. His talking make me laugh. LOL. The Farhan was seriously irritating! Horny idiot. LOL. haha. Only know how to COPY! Arghh! Yea.. have choir afterthat. Feel really tired after singing. Mr Lee bought us the honey thingy. I was thinking to drink honey today. LOL. Tml is SYF. I'm seriously nervous. SYF is one of my AIM! Please. Let us get a Sliver! PLEASE!


I'm playing a FATE game. Everything was like so true! I can't believe it! But I don't want!

SYF!

hello! Today was tiring. Gonna sleep early today. haha. Once I walk to school I saw the lorry. Written "shan" something something. I'm like.. my name there! haha. LOL. Then blahblahblah~ DingDongDingDong! LOL. Recess~ Natasya is funny. haha. Yea, I'm brave! LOL. Then POA! I thought the teacher didn't come. Feel so happy, in the end they say he's here! =.=" ART! My favourite! haha. Got our exam paper already. Looks quite many thing to do. haha. But I can imagine a lot already. Meet Pris after school. She looks tired. Then blahblahblah~ Ohya! Geraldine, now I got what you mean. He turn one big round but is then so OBVIOUS. Is like directly looking at me how would I don't know he's refering to me? omg! haha. Went home with Pris. She's going to have her nap! haha. okay. Bye!.

Hello. Went centre to have my lunch with my family today. Went to shop for my brother new shoe. Can't find any there so we headed to WhiteSands to find one. Went BATA and get one for him. haha. The brand make my laugh. BubbleGum!? LOL. I feel is veri funny. Then I saw the bag there written BBG. I'm like.. what's that? It is BubbleGum. Anyway.. When I speel BubbleGum I think of the BubbleButt. HAHA! Okay.. Stop those craps. I brought a new school shoe too. Teh my parents went Kopitiam to have their drink. My uncle work there. Not sell Noodle! LOL. haha. That's for Pris to see only. haha. Okay.. I didn't saw him but my family did. Okay.. done. My brother kept pester me to go PohKim with him. I'm so no interest! Arghh! My dad asked me go to with him and he insist. So I went, once I turned I saw "Sale Assistant Needed" I'm like.. can I go? LOL. haha. So blahblahblah~ I did went for the interview. The lady look scary with that purple contact lens and scary talk. haha. She say will call me down for interview. I'm so so Nervous. haha. I'm waiting for the call. Now my interest had gone because of some reasons. i didn't want to list here because your will say that I'm lame. BUT! I believe. haha. LOL. okok. My parents and brother is sleeping now. =.=" We are eating dinner soon you know!? I'm gonna to have my Laksa! haha. I called my dad to wake up early because I want to eat Laksa! LOL. okok. bye!

*** About yesterday post.
okay.. et me explain AGAIN! haha. My shoe break apart and blahblahblah~ I bought a new shoe then blahblahblah~ Then!? haha! I think Pris meant the last part. Isit? LOL. I seriously want to help CH. Not because I want to get into his life or whatever but because I once like him. okay! He insist that I didn't know how to feel but how can I don't know the feeling when he treated me like that in the past?! okok. End here, hope you understand.

HELLO! Today was not my day! Arghh! my shoe break apart when I went to the library. I like.. SHIT! haha. Called my mum and she came and bought a shoe for me. LOL. Thanks!

I seriously wanna help cause I once like you. Of course how u feel because thats what you have did to me! Did u know? haix..

HELLO! Ytd was funny. haha. CANCLE LAH! CANCLE LAH! LOL. KahHui was really cute and funny. haha. Yea, so I went with them to see the thingy. haha. SPIDER! LOL. We were almost lost. haha. When Pris ask KahHui whether we are lost. He say "ALMOST" I laugh like hell. haha. Took bus bus with Amos. YongLiang took the bus on the other side. We kept waving here and there. haha. So lame. I know. haha. Then went home and blahblahblah~ TODAY! hmm? What happen? okay.. We have PE today. When gym with Geraldine and all. Then English. Spend my time with Natasya. I didn't know how to spell her name. okay. RECESS. Rush in the toilent cause Pris is waiting downstairs. So nervous. LOL. When I came out she's outside. haha. Went down with her, and she notice ehat type of person I am. okay.. forget it! I AM! haha. But if there's more I'll save it too ok! LOL. POA! Had our retest. He was down there talking and living in HIS own LALAland. LOL. haha. Journal. Me and lenise playing the stupid game. Our hands are red! haha. Spend my time with PRIS! haha. Talking there. Then CHOIR! LAST 3 practice. I'm seriously nervous! 5 days to SYF. omg! So soon!?!?!! Saw someone when I went home from Elias CC. omg! I'm still so used to his side/back view! haha. okay.. gonna go. tata!

my stomach is painful now. omg!

Hey People! Didn't went school today because I'm having stomache. Can't even stand properly. But I still got to see the doctor. haha. I try so hard to stand man. When nobody then I keep bending down, cause when i straighten really.. what is that? haha. So pain cans!. Pris didn't went school also! Arghh! Exam coming you know!? haha. Anyway.. I'll be back to school tml. The first thing I think of when I not going school is choir. LOL. haha. Cause today no choir so nvm, can don't go school. haha! LOL. I guess everybody will be saying I went back to Antatica! haha. LOL. Always say that. They will ask.. got bring some present back? Yes. ICE! haha. LOL. So lame. Sleep for long hours. Just ate my medicine. The colour so disgusting. haha! BLACK! Another white. When I never wear spec I see the colour. Wahh! black and white arhx? Then I take up the black one.. Eee. So disgusting. haha. So big summore. LOL. okay. gtg. bye!


** Your look happy. Maybe this is what I can't make you feel. We are forever south and north. After so many many decided i didn't know I still end up choosing you. I feel so @#!$ Feel like scoulding those words BUT later need treat milo. So fine. So what can I do now? WAIT?





I'M DEPRESS.

FRIEND JEALOUS
LEFT
HATE
STARE
LIE
WHAT ELSE YOU WANT?

FAMILY SICK
*PROBLEM
BROHER'S *****
FATHER'S ***
MOTHER'S ***NESS
WHO ELSE CAN UNDERSTAND?

STUDY SUCKS
DON'T UNDERSTAND
MID YEAR COMING
MATH
SCIENCE
*ENGLISH
HISTORY
BLAHBLAHBLAH~
WHO CAN HELP?

HEART PAIN
HURT
SANK
JEALOUS
WHO CAN FEEL?

I'M BREAKING DOWN.
I REALLY FEELING BAD UPDATING THIS.
YOUR FEEL TIRED READING.
I FEEL TIRED GOING THROUGH THIS!
SORRY FOR UPDATING STUPID STUFF LIKE THAT.
I HAVE NO WHERE TO SAY ALL THIS.
PEOPLE! I'M STRESS! PROBLEMS~
STOP LINING UP TO SEE ME.
PLEASE~ I'M GOING CRAZY!!!

!@#$%^&*







HEY! I'm back from my grandma house. Many people went today. Including the cousin, his mum just pass away that one. okay. Hmm.. I seriously think they will be more close to us soon! I don't know why. But he's nice lahs. I still remember the stupid soccer thingy. haha. They teach me math! LOL. I realise my cousin there all very good at math. haha. I must study hard man. haha. LOL. Everybody were so funny today. haha. This is the first time I went down to burn the thingy. First time! haha. he fire was like so funny. Like all smoke no fire. LOL. haha. Okay.. I'll stop here. bye!

13April2007.

Hello! Beware! Its 13 and it's Friday! LOL. haha. Have our 2.4 today. This day comes again! Haha. We still got to run. Anyway.. Thanks to CHERYL! haha. Help me in 2.4 every year! LOL. Wonder why the stick is so thick. LOL. haha. Then English lesson. One period. Then RECESS! The only time I can spend with Pris. LOL. Discussing about the tml stuff. Sound really interesting to me! haha. It has been so long I didn't went out with her! But she count the lunch and stuff as one but to me not ok! LOL. haha. blahblahblah~ After school! Meet Pris outside class. I thought we were supposed to bring all the books back today because of Pris's rubbish! haha. LOL. Only bought back two book afterthat. Lucky Jereld told me is only cannot put hp and all that. Whoo~ Thanks boy! haha. Have choir. Waited for 2hours. When to have a chat with Meihua. Anyway.. I really never regret joining choir. Instruments can be heavy! haha. Then choir! Quite nervous now. Although the SYF still has a few more weeks but I'm still feeling nervous! LOL. haha. okay. Thats all. BYE!

14April2007.

Helo! Wake up at 8+ today. Had breakfast with my mum and brother. Then get ready to go out and all that. Leave house at 12. Whoo~ Pris was early today. Can't believe that she called me and told me the she actually reach there. OMG! haha. Then one by one came. JunAnn was late. Hello? How can you be late? haha. LOL. Took MRT and headed to ToaPayoh to see the Campus Superstar thingy. haha. We went there for AMOS! LOL. haha. What elas? ohh! One guy really sang well. haha. I don't know who is he. haha. Leave there around 3. Don't feel sad Amos. haha. LOL. What else? Went City Hall to meet Jereld. Once he call I'll think about the ytd thingy. Not bad. He came! haha. When Bugis afterthat. Had breakfast/lunch there. LOL. I don't know what is that. Anyway.. People thanks! I didn't know your are so nice. But make me feel scared! LOL. PRISCILIA! Call you don't say right!? LOL. haha. Walk around. Went the what place to play. haha. LOL. Dawson is good at the Bball thingy. I think JunAnn is still better in throwing PAPER balls. haha! LOL. Theres one guy there can play so well. Like once he play theres no gameover! haha. I like to see him play. So fun! LOL. Then went TM. Went to take picture. HEY HEY! I remember the sentence. " Since when the flowers look like a sword to YOUR!? " haha. I'm not counted in. LOL. haha. When MiniToons to get Dawson birthday present. I mean he went to buy for people. haha. blahblahblah~ Went back with Pris. haha. Line up so long for nothing. Saw mubarak and friends. Then went back home. okay. Thats all. Ohya! Cut my hair! OMG! I'm going to break down. Is damn ugly! How am I going to go out and school!? Arghh! bye!

Hello! Finally the CME presentation is over. Whoo~ FINALLY. Thanks to christine man! haha. The presentation was like.. Anyone listening? haha. Had art today, had my time with Geraldine again. haha. Stay back for study time and blahblahblah~ haha. Heavy rain today. Pris called the taxi and when back home. She stop me at the bus stop. Called mummy to bring umbrella down. haha. Drop kah hui's phone. LOL. he was like hmmm.. haha. He got to go for the bus afterthat. Arghh! Haven't even talk! LOL. Lend Amos one. Lucky he don't need to talk bus. I think his aunty came or something. Too busy to go see. haha. Yea.. Amos went off. Left Dawson, YongLiang and I. I called my mum to bring one more umbrella for Dawson but the rain was like smallr and smaller. Bring for nothing. LOL. I tell Dawson must follow me home tml cause I don't want to take the umbrella back! LOL. Yea.. save the trouble. haha. The rain was like so small when my mum came. LOL. Wrong time. haha. Waiting for Geraldine to send me the English project now. omg! Where is she? haha!


~ Meihua.
omg! I'm so touch when I read your blog. haha. I love you too. Don't worry. You can get over soon. I'll try to help, actually it depend mostly on you. BUT! I'll be there! haha. LOL. okay. LOVE YA!

YO! What to update? I'm bored! LOL. PRIS IS FUNNY! haha. okok! MEIHUA CHEER UP! LOVE YA PEOPLE! BYE!

Hi People! Still thinking about the stuff whole day. LOL. Anyway.. PRISSY is so funny. Once she come school come ask me the thing! LOL. I know is lame! haha! You must understand, I can't get out of this lame stuff! LOL. haha! LAME! LOL. What else? Yea.. Meihua thingy quite sad. Sorry. Whoo~ Today feel so tired during English lesson. My eye lid like want close already. Like slowly slowly close down like that, I think also want laugh. LOL. During Recess I tell Prissy say faster eat I want go sleep, LOL. In the end? So many people how to sleep? haha. Then study time. I sat there 1 hour like idiot. haha. LOL. Went to find Pris afterthat. So tired so go home first. haha! My 1 hour so short only. haha.


Sigh.. When can all this stop? Fight got use? Everything will solved? Talk so much also no use, you want you go achieve. You think things drop from the sky? No tv no internet will die? What the hell your want? I really don't understand. Things already came out like this still want make things even more not happy. hai.. "money!" ALL YOUR FAULT!

I'm feeling damn SAD now! omg! I didn't know I'll face this kind of problem! omg! The worst day ever! Lucky I haven't make up my mind! omg! omg! omg!

The funeral finally ended. Hope her life there would be better. I just control my feelings when my cousins cried and scream. omg! I was like cnt take it and tears keep coming out. Until I'm in the bus I still can't forget the sound. My cousin was like.. why you cry? what happen man!? haha. I also don't know. I think is mostly because of her son cried so loud. I'll never forget that. Until now I still can hear the voice around me. The place is totally a place for people to cry man! It's a nice and cooling but when the cofin is infront and they call me to bow I already.. omg! okok. stop this. Had lunch and when back. My uncle was really sick now. I'm so worry! omg! He alreay can see ***. nvm. bye!




I feel so BITCH now!

The first time we met.
The first time you came up to me.
The first time you walk pass me.
The first time you ask me.
The first time you hurt me.
The first time you make feel happy.
The first time you make me feel in love.
Is it the start of sadness or happiness?

YO! I'm back here to post! LOL. Maybe can't post my blog after April already. LOL. haha. Yesterday went for my aunty funeral. Feel quite stress when I just reach there. Kinda okay afterthat. We are playing silly games there. We are still having childhood life. haha! LOL. Today went for the flag selling thing. Its kinda fun but it's hot. Geraldine, lenise and I went Simei then Bedok. I think not even 30mins we left Simei. haha. It's too early and nobody is there. haha. Bedok was much more better and much more hotter too. haha! LOL. My hand was so tired, all the veins came out. Some people is jusy hopeless.
me: "hello, do you want to donate some money?"
him: "DON'T want. "
=.=" At least say "Sorry, no." what attitude is this? Kids are just so cute. haha. Donate just because of the sticker. haha. I wonder why is the sticker so actractive! LOL. Is just a circle with some word on it. haha. I still remember the boy. " Mummy! I want buy the sticker." haha. Still got a lot. My new experience. haha. What else? When the boy out in the money his food too hot! Then my hand go touch the plastic bag so kinda shock. He was like.. Sorry Sorry. haha. Still got the guy. I ask him the same old question. He was like.. ok! I wonder why he walk off when he say ok. haha. Yeah.. He went back but I don't remember him so I ask again. He was like so happy! OK! Then put in 50 cents, smile and walk off. When he turn then I remember because the hair colour. haha. Got one line one. haha. When I went back saw him again. I think he remember me cause he kept turning. I also remember this time cause deep impression. Keep his promise. Not bad. haha. Went back white sands and return the can. Heavy! haha. I'm so hard working today. LOL. I AM. haha. Meet Pris for lunch and went back home. Later going funeral again. Kinda tired. Don't have enough sleep this few days. omg! I'M TIRED! haha.


All of us.

FOUR!

Pris and me.

MY GIRLS!

haha. OUR EXPERIMENT.

bbq

twist!

yong liang and me

ready?

jump!