today math common test, nv study ytd.. so scared veri difficult! it end up difficult too! haha. today at school.. nv feel sleeply nehx! haha.. dunnoe y lehx..ytd sleep little bit niah but today so not tired! haha.. maybe sleep less can dun feel sleeply.. ppl who cnt sleep must learn this! haha.. jkjk! dun try man! later u shi mian.. became panda! not nice le! haha! today quite happy n ANGRY nehx! hahaha! but okay liao.. tml got choir.. haix.. until 6pm! sian sian sian! can imagine how i suffer.. but nvm lahx.. got those pervert ppl keep me awake! hahahass! pervert ppl! lolx!




i know u will read! so i post!
pris better go choir horr!!! hahaha!=x

why sumtime i feel..the more i tok to hiim then more i feel i treat hiim as friend nehx??? haix..always got new thing cum fan me one. so mani time le still not enough? arghh!!! nowdays busy watching <<>> wahh! i love it man! haha.. i'm waiting for the next year one! hahaha! i think it will be great! haha..these shows make me jealious niahh~ haha.. but i will find my bai ma wang zi one day too! hahahaha! look like i dreaming again! haha.. this is me! teo wei shan! hehe.. kkeas.. stop here.. byebye.










the more we tok the more i get confused!

hmm..today??? haha.. dunnoe! randal's operation over le.. ask ppl all say he die! what the hell! so ask myself lohh,hehe. he say better le.. means everything good good lohh..haha! nth much happen in schools nowday. haha! wahh! lucky today mr ong nv cum man..i nv de the homework then so qiao he really nv cum! haha.. lucky lucky..not bad not bad..haha! then??? this few days quite relax lahx.. not really totally resting but i know dun really care so much le lahx.. i also tired le..haha.. forget it! i also dunnoe think liao

Today don't dare to face anyone, even hiim. he also..aiya! dunnoe how to describe hiim also lahx. hate + like? hahaha! then.. still dunnoe what i can do lahx.. other then worry for randal. haix..tml going operation le still look so active, can don't look so normal mahx??? haha..aiya! he is like that de.. nv change.. a bit change actually.. aiya! don't say hiim le.. wish hiim good luck..thats all. hope he will he alreight.. anyway.. HE WILL!!! hahax..

never go out today. think mani things today. i suddenly feel so tired n restless. i start to worry, i dunnoe what my heart thinking..ppl call me follow heart! i know..i also want to follow my heart. who don't? i have been so long not stressing over these things, but suddenly the olden days are back. i still to worry, i start to feel afraid! i dunnoe how to face problems again..my mind is blank, my afraid is holding me back. i really dunnoe what i can do then i can feel more secure. i really dunnoe..i can't think of anything logic to let me feel better. other then confused.. i dunnoe what i can describe. really!







forever feeling restless..

haha..today was FUNNY man! i morning wake up then went to eat breakfast with me family. then my brother want go back watch cartoon so my father go home with hiim lohh. then me n my mother to go around buy thing.. then saw the vitagen offer..two for $5 then still got one free cup then my mummy buy lohh.. then still got the lucky draw thingy. then say 11.30am lucky draw so we go home first lohh..still go time. then i tell my mummy sure nv win de lahx.. then saw xuan long..wei yuan..valerie..jasmine they all.. go the school recycle thingy.. then my mummy call me company her go.then go lohh..then at home me n mummy thinking if win wat is the prize then we say later is 12 rows of vitagen then drink until lao sai man! then in the end go there. saw the DJ,fen ying.. she cute cute one..so funny. then suddenly she announced the lucky draw num then the second one is us! what the hell..i so shock nehx! i thought cnt be de lohh.. in the end guess what the prize??? hahaha..is 12 pack of marigold pudding! hahaha.. i frm elias mall laugh until i reach home still cnt stop! i guess 12 row of vitagen then become 12 pack..one pack 2 ..plus together 24,i eat until siao man! hahaha. OmG! i will nv forget man!haha :)

today mani ppl in my class got wear the costume le. look so nice. haha. esp pris! OMG! she is so kawaii nehx! nice japan suit. haha. the ribbon keep droping, actually is two time onli lahx. haha.
i like the umbrella more lahx. haha. then taking photo. keep walking n walking then dunnoe where to go.. sit le stand up.. stand up le sit.. like the whole day sit n stand only! walao! haha. super de tired man! then go up class they say go down.. if i know like that i sit there the whole day lahx!!! then today in school feel weird weird de. sumthing is missing, haha!

today was a .... day??? haha. i also dunnoe, just okok! i think! haha. today was chan hong b'dae! wish hiim a HAPPY B'DAE here then. haha. have been so long nv seen him, haax. lucky today i dunnid go detension loh.. thot do wrong also niid go! haha. ytd do the lit homework until i blur blur, then 11+ then finish then wait until 12 le sms chan hong n wish him. but the clock like cnt move like that. so long still dun 12, i want sleep leh..haha. then tml nidd to wear the costume. i then dunwant lohh.. lazy to wear! then i think many ppl wearing, i wear uniform..haha. the i think geraldine they all wear also..tml sure not mani ppl go school de lohh.. he also sure not going de lahx.. then pris also dunooe got go mahx. later all at sick.. walao.. later me niah..haha won't de lahx.. like that too kua zhang le.. hehex.. still must use coupon.. haiya! ma fan! >.<

today was a GREAT day! i simply love today! just he had done sumthing, athough simple but is enough for me le lahx. haha. thenn??? haha. today went choir, wahh..think so long wanna go or not. in the end go with geraldine n felicia. walao! that nadine say she want go le..then we go walk walk cum back she dissapear then nv go. then go there tacher haven't cum yet! NOT IN TIME LOHH!!! then we go see the soccer match! wahh! watch a few min my friend say teacher call us go liao, then geraldine dun care want to watch, so after our class the match we went up lohh. then thot will kanna scoulding but dunnoe y nth happen.. they still warming up. the whole choir practice thinking about the match lohh..i want my class to win! haha. then inside so boring one. then i danced with geraldine.haha, so funny. dance like an idiot..turn n turn! then finally teacher say 5 min break! wahh! everybody chiong ahh! run out n watch. then they all go down the field watch left me one. cuz thot teacher say 5 min niah~ then cuz new teacher go then they tok tok tok.. then i watch lohh..then not enough time le..they each class call one ppl kick once.. 2n3 kick first then rizal block! then i ws like so happy! then our class liao..haziz kick then the ball went in!!!!! wahh! he was great! i nv knew he is so good. haha.. but not too late! he simply make my day happier. shout at the 3rd floor dunnoe like what! then whole day happy happy de. like crazy women! haha. then when in again..teacher haven't tok finish..then wait.. then for a while more go home le..then me n geraldine want go see the match de but her father outside. so nv lohh..haha. but the score i alao dunnoe..haha..later happy for nth again! heex








simple but is enough!

today was a tired n fed up day man! so damn damn no mood plus angry with hiim! he is an idiot! like that shout at me? think he what? what i do? why he must like that! i like so long nv tok to hiim le lohh..got also less then 10 words. this way toking to hiim still can let hiim scould me? then i'm a genius lohh! i hao xin tell hiim what page he what! treat me transparent! i got do anything mehx? really regret y i choose hiim ahh! ahhh! last time like that i dun care now also like that! dun say this le lahx! actually also use to it le.haha =)) hmm..after school cheryl went my house then we play lohh.. help her find the blogskin! wahh! find so long lahx.. then she like still not really like leh..haha..dun care lahx..her problem le! haas. then today make amos so fun lohh.. he like so funny! sumtime find hiim cute sumtime find hiim weird weird de. hahaha!



i want sleep! but cnt sleep! hahaha!

today went to my aunty house, to visit my ah ma there. my ah ma jus discharged frm the hospital then went my aunty to stay. maybe cuming my house stay too! i think! haha. today was fun! i was playing with my cousins they all. play sims 2 there then see the younger cousins play! they are so CUTE! i simply love them all! i want them! haha. spend almost half of my day there!then we have piza for dinner! it was great.haha!

wahh! today so fun!! haha. went out with pris, geraldine, jasmine and trina! haha. went to find the whatever racial harmony clothes. in the end i cnt find anything. but so much fun! the most funny is the changing clothes part! OMG! hahaha! jasmine was a pervert! haha. kept looking in. i was like so stress over the clothes le.haha. summore pris making me n geraldine then make us screaming n shouting like hell. stupid lohh.. then after go china town go orchard shop shop find clothes also..walao..at the mrt there so funny loh. i tok tok tok then suddenly my finger went in pris mouth! what the hell! got germs man! hahahahaha! i laughing like crazy! haha. then go there walk until 6 hours still cnt find anything. leg so pain ahh! haha. walk so long. non- stop walking. haha! then in the end..trina go home first, then me n geraldine n jasmine go home together cuz pris go make her hair or whatever lahx..i also not sure. also dunnoe what she doing. haha. today school end at 10! wahh! lucky i not in the opening house, or elas cnt go out le. haha. at school waiting the bell ring then faster can go home. but clock like cnt move like that. wait so long still nv ring yet! my heartbeat so fast le still dun ring want me die arhx? want run still dun faster heart beat too fast will die de lehx! haha..lame! haha.








SIMPLE BUT TIRED!!!!
>.<


hmm..i think i have FOUND my answer.haha.some how called "finally". but decision can always change lahx..hope i dun regret,thats all! anyway..i think theres nth to regret about lahx,for what? haha..tml got lit. forget bring the book back want do little bit also cannot. wahh! tml die le! dun care lahx,i think maybe ppl nv do also. haha. TIRED ! have eye bag le..ahh! black black de.but not veri obvious so nvm lahx..walao..thot can go out with all the friend..in the end cheryl cnt go..haix..dissapointed man! happy for nothing again liao le. nxt time i know what happen then happy better.haha. happy for nothing so terrible lohh! like happy happy but in the end nothing happen like that..look like an idiot lohh! haha.

today so bored! nv go out. keep raining n raining..good day to sleep..but cnt sleep! hahaha! nth to do today.eat.drink.watch tv.play com and ????. i also dunnoe what i do.haha. tml got common test.haix..go school again..sian ahh! dun feel like going..scared later the decision change again. haix..i dunwant to face hiim again! ahh! what to do??? watever lahx..also dunnoe what to do about think. think or dun think also the same. nth change..still dunnoe what the hell i'm doing.

today was bored! haha. went my ah ma house, go there nth much to do also. go tok tok there niahx.. tok with hui fang. haha. say her think about the screen saver thingy n the shampoo! OMG! funny man! hahaha! nothing much to tok today.. everything is peace today! haha!

feel so irritated today..started after recess! so angry with mubarak! ahh! idiot! take my file dun give back,no mood dunwant play le still like that..veri fun arhx? what the hell! then go in class le then ppl make me jealious! i no mood 1 hour 30 mins! first time nv tok for so long other then sleeping..haha! then cum home went out with my mother n didi..anyway..sorry laogong..cnt pei u tok.hahaha! i want to laugh at u..no problem find problem! hahaha! terrible! wahahaha! afterthat buy mac go home eat..cuz want watch tv mahx. haha. still haven't solve my problem yet. (:

i'm here to blog again! i'm totally no mood now..i really feeling confused n down. i dunnoe how to describe this feeling but i'm really helpless..i dunnoe what happen to me..i hate to choose one between two! i hate this feeling.i scared if i make my decision i may regret one day..or i will think i made the wrong decision..i really feel i'm so greedy. can anyone tell me what to do??? it have been so long i dun have these feeling n i dunnoe y i have it now. how would i lyk hiim?? he is the worst guy i ever met! i admit .. i feel jealious for hiim but ... ahhh! i'm going crazy! people reading my blog must be veri angry with me right? so i am.. i totally dunnoe what happen to me.. if is me i will also hate that person..where got ppl so stupid go lyk a person who insult u..scould u..haix..











when can i find my answer???

haix..still cnt find my answer. today went tm with cheryl,laogong,tricia,angela and val after school. i want buy pencil box de in the end bought wallet! haha..bought all the same one. then cheryl say want go home le..then me n the others continue walk walk lohh..then take neoprint..haha..5 ppl then dunnoe how to divide..stand there so long thinking..in the end tricia take back brainstom herself then tml give us.hahaha! go also nv see hiim..saw his friend niahh..his friend dunnoe me lahx..but i know them well.haha! want to know y? dun tell u..hehex..lame yea? then after neoprint..go walk for awhile go home le..me n laogong take MRT back..then went drink bubble tea..haha..sit there drink so long man..haha..then saw one fortune teller..i remember hiim cause that time he want to tell my dad his fortune then my dad dunnoe he still irritated hiim..i can't forget man! hahax.. and i realise ppl lie to me again le..he say they stead..then break le..but in the end all lying..they nv even stead how to break? i believe hiim..he like that lie to me..he think i what? haix..






CAN U STOP LYING TO ME??? ISIT THAT FUN TO LIE?
I HATE U! FORGIVE IS WHAT I ALWAYS DO BUT NOW I WILL NEVER!

wahh! today..so stress! ahhh! now no time think the present thingy.. haix..y always peace so fast over? haix..also dunnoe what to do le..anyone can tell me what to do? super no mood today. RED VS RED! how to choose? i'm going crazy! one is summore always scould me..another one treat me good..but still dunnoe how to choose? where got such thing? i really a failure! ahhh! the worst thing i met! when will it be over? haix..dun say that le..hmm..today did F&N cooking..haha..today no partner so do myself lohh..wahh..run here n there..veri tired de nehx! haha..cook le nobody want eat then sad lohh..haha! got so pathetic mahx? but still finish le..hehe..not badd! hahaha! still...STRESS!

ytd was youth day n today go school again! haix..wear tie again! tie tie tie! i dun like lah..y must wear? irritating tie! hate to wear it so ugly to me..summore veri hot leh! hahaha..haix..what present should i buy leh? from ytd think until now still no ideal..ask friend they also dunnoe..like asking a cow! moooo~~~ haha! the b'dae cuming le still cnt think of any..should i buy? haiya! dunnoe lah..always use this kind of things to fan me..arghh!!!! (thinking really hard) haha..

hey! ytd was different as what i think! haha..shout like hell! AHHH!!!! haha..i love the photo taking! haha..with my friends! they are great! then..today went out with mrs sin n my pri school friends..everybody nv change! still playing the old same thingy! they not tired arhx??? i see also sian..haha.when there n dunnoe where to go..sitting in BK for so long n think where to go,still not enough..cum out still thinking.wahh! haha. then went to tm wanted to watch movie actually but in the end when eating ice-cream..haha..then went toilet take photo! hahaha..fun!!! i love it! hope go out with mrs sin again..haha..but dun waste much time on thinking please..haha..brain storming?? hahax..

haixz..later going to the stadium le..sianx ahh!!! haha. who can save me? haix..nvm..stay home also nth better to do one..haa. have no sound frm hiim so long..haix..sadd! haha..dun care lahx..
is i dun say de. cnt blame anyone. thot today will be a great day before that..haha..thot afternoon and night will be wonderful..but i'm just DREAMING!!! haix..thot can break the record de! anyway! i dunwant lose to that amos! stupid lah,i bet that boii got go then he nv go! then i lose liao..where got such thing!?! haha..nvm..i can lose! hehe..i let amos niah..cuz always win hiim..win until i sian! haha..haix..anyone pray for me he going??? nvm..no reply then i pray for myself! bleah! haha.