Sunday, July 23, 2006 @ 8:37 PM
never go out today. think mani things today. i suddenly feel so tired n restless. i start to worry, i dunnoe what my heart thinking..ppl call me follow heart! i know..i also want to follow my heart. who don't? i have been so long not stressing over these things, but suddenly the olden days are back. i still to worry, i start to feel afraid! i dunnoe how to face problems again..my mind is blank, my afraid is holding me back. i really dunnoe what i can do then i can feel more secure. i really dunnoe..i can't think of anything logic to let me feel better. other then confused.. i dunnoe what i can describe. really!forever feeling restless..